Floweryard

2004-12-17T03:23:00.000-08:00

hellsing02

2004-12-17T03:22:00.000-08:00

lala

2004-12-17T03:21:00.001-08:00

d200401

2004-12-17T03:21:00.000-08:00

d2004

2004-12-17T03:20:00.002-08:00

me022004

2004-12-17T03:20:00.001-08:00

me012004

2004-12-17T03:20:00.000-08:00

me2004

Will I be happier?

2004-10-17T06:15:00.000-07:00

I deleted the post(hva jeg har å si..) recently. I'm done with my anger, maybe. Some of the people I have met in my life are hard to handle. I don't expect I will one day forgive them for all the shit they did. I can either help them to realize how bad and unpopular mistakes they have made. Some people just don't understand, and it is because they just don't want to. Right, then let it be.
Feelings are not so heavy now. Will I be happier..? Will I never be bothered again by those stupid things and moments? Hope that I can survive their betrayal.

Another day

2004-09-26T15:41:00.000-07:00

(Publierer ikke hele teksten her...kan egentlig ikke det...)

.......

The light inside is weak, thoughts are heavy.
The sky is still blue and clear, buy why mine is such dark and cloudy?
Remember all you said. Sadly, I took your words seriously.
They keep me wandering in a world without exit,
And everything was a misunderstanding, isn’t it?
***
repeat
....
You left me here, and you went your own way.
Emptiness is growing, I feel down while I have to pray
....

*****
Here I am, sitting in the silence and wiping away my tears.
I’m hoping that the cigarettes will give away my fears.
You might think I’m a little bit too overdramatic,
You might tell me to be realistic.
But I can’t help it, and somehow it makes me more and more pathetic.
Maybe one day I will survive,
Get out of this trap alive.

****
repeat
...
...
****

You never gave me a chance to prove I was wrong,
There you are, standing by the river of forgotten and watching me drown...
I guess it’s time to let all the memories fall with rain, without pain.
And the taste of happiness in the past will remain.

Sommer 04

No title

2004-09-26T14:40:00.000-07:00

No title ( noen forslag?)

Some days ago, everything was gray,
My thoughts were far away.
The cold rain,
falled down from the sky with all my pain.

Today, I'm here,
with no more fear,
Neither am I scared.
But I just feel a little wierd.
Is everything changing,
or am I still dreaming?
Fake darkness
coincident confidence,
never true experiences.

***
I have aways dreamed about flying high,
but I didn't realize that life was just a lie.
It was silly of me to even try,
although I knew well enough that behind it,
there was aways a goodbye.
I wonder why...why...

****
Cloudy mind is getting clear.
My chance to creat a happy future is near.
Don't worry my dear,
cause from now on, I'll make all the sadness disappear.

One second, I was blind.
Couldn't see a thing and easily I crossed the line.
Finally I turned to my beliefe,
just follow the faith, sometimes it's a reliefe.
It's quite unbelievable
that the pass is turning invisible.
And nothing now as I can see is impossible.

****
I have always dreamed about flying high,
but I didn't realize that life was just a lie.
It was silly of me to even try,
although I knew well enough that behind it,
there was always a goodbye.
I wonder why...why...

****
***
**
Can't tell how I feel,
but the feelings are so real.
Come closer my friend.
Might we never be apart till the world's end.

Summer 04

En del gamle tegninger

2004-09-26T13:28:00.000-07:00

Grunn til at jeg har tegningene mine i små størrelser er fordi det ikke ville være brukelig til noen ting som helst andre plasser på nett. Hvis det er noen som har spesialt ønske, så kan jeg sikkert sende de i normale størrelser til han/hun.

No more

2004-09-26T13:00:00.000-07:00

No more

Finally I realize,
That the words you said were just lies.
Our past is like an ugly show,
Hopefully I found out from the last review.
The moments with you,
Now is forgotten, and actually, leaving you is what I about to do.

Do you care?
Do you fear?
Do you think, dear?
I’m just some kind of sweater you wear?
Through it away if you don’t like it any more.
Tell you what, once it’s lost, nobody will bring it back to your narrow door.

More excuses?
NO! Shut up.
Make up again and apologize?
NO! Back off.
Disappear, don’t act like a clown and make me laugh.

I try to stop calling,
Avoid the bad feeling.
Think about us, days and night without sleeping.
The reality drives me nuts,
Worse than those days we fight like kids.

A cruel solution,
Become my final decision.
I’m driving pass a small gas station.
A new hope might lead me to my destination.

***More excuses…

I‘ll miss you, maybe one day.
When you no longer standing in my way.

P.S: bare en sangtekst

2004-09-26T12:41:00.001-07:00

twins

2004-09-26T12:41:00.000-07:00

k-prophet

2004-09-26T12:40:00.000-07:00

kei-dv.01

2004-09-26T12:39:00.001-07:00

kei-new04

2004-09-26T12:39:00.000-07:00

kei-new03

2004-09-26T12:11:00.000-07:00

Fairies

Tilbake:)

2004-09-26T11:53:00.001-07:00

Denne bloggen her er litt mer personlig enn den andre. Ikke brukt for essay eller noe fag relevant. Som det står i navnet til bloggen--Floweryard, innholdet skal handle om noe rolig og fint. Her er ikke akkurat et stress sted. Noen artikler kan inneholder kinesiske tegn som skal fikses med koding-->Unicode (høyreklikk på mus, så kommer det). Tror egentlig ikke at det er mange som skjønner dette språket...men det blir lagt ut her er stortsett noe vakkert og vanskelig oversettes til norsk eller engelsk. Det er et eller annet unikt med det språket:)

花赞

2004-09-26T11:44:00.000-07:00

作为花，最光荣的是能够在阳光下绽放，被雨水滋润；
作为花，最幸福的是自然的生长，安静的凋谢。
“久不见莲花，开始觉得牡丹美。”然而，真的会有多少会为牡丹成为孤魂？
要像百花丛中唯一的百合，扉红玫瑰园里唯一的黑色或山崖上独株的铃兰。
花蕾无悔的绽开，虽然不为谁。
作为花，最无奈是冬天的严寒，夏日的暴晒；
作为花，最讲究的是主人的呵护与关爱。
可是野花，却不需要温室的奢侈和过多的关注, 照样开放，谢去。
即使孤独，也要有价值.
任凭外界自然的不屑，也仍然敖头独立。
花么，就是这样，五彩缤纷，绚丽多姿。
花么，就是多了会俗，艳了会腻。
爱着花，也许看似柔弱，却饱经风霜。
老林中的唯一一株为它而生存的花啊，还伫立在那里，继续为每天清晨的露珠而心存感激。
她是百花丛中唯一的百合，扉红玫瑰园里唯一的黑色，又或许是山崖上独株的铃兰……

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2004-09-10T11:43:00.000-07:00